something that has happen that push child to grow up, like bully, abuse and sexual act. their wanted somebody to talk to, somebody to listen to them. their wish that parent or any another grow up to be there. but nobody is there for them, there are angry and frustrate. sometime they are disappointed they wish that world will be better place but is not is full of nightmare and deep down there is silent pain.

why does these have to happen to me? why does i have to gone through these pain and struggle, these silent question kept on ring on our mine.

is there a God somewhere out there, if there is why these think have to happens. if he know what going on with our life, why does he do something? yes he is doing something, the question is not is he doing something the question is are you aloud him to work in you life.

God work in the ways that we can't see, we can just put our faith, hope and a lot of prayer and crying, these world may not be better place, but God can make better world in you life.