targe of this year

blessing of the last year and blessing of this year

Last year was so struggle for me and it also a blessing for me, why do i say that. beacause last year God have been with me, and teach me to over come and drawing closer to God.
now i think of it back what is the thing i done, discourge alone reject, and God have been with me throught this time.
i can heard what the holy spirit told me and what God show me the blessing of last year.

the one this that God spoke to my heart is I need to climbing up the mountain the holy spirit told me these you need to put on the belt and climb up the moutain that means i need to have faith and act what God has say.

before i say what is my goal for this year, i want to say blessed new year. may great joy and blessing be upon you.
my goal for this year is to encourage the youth to draw close to God, and i fel that i should encourage all the youth church because of something bad happen.

i which to hold the broken heart,heal the pain ,and encourage those who are discourage. i pray that God will move through my life with blessing to others, because i fel many people are rejected, discourage, pain, and alot of hater, i pray that God will strenght me with the word of God , so that i will bless other with the word of God.

hope to see you all soon.

p.s kent your prayer warrior haha

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

going to dumc at saturday

now i have deceice the go to dumc (Damasara utama Methodist church), the reason i go to that church it because i can feel God touch and i can trading my spiritual ear to heard God voice. i go there every saturday i might go there temporarily, or i will chose that to be my home church i still haven't decided yet.

Well i do believe it is God who leading me to go to that church, God speak through me thought the pastor sermon. there are going thought the gospel of john, it really encourage me and strengthen my spiritual life and my life. i fell God is drawing me nearer to him as i surrender my life. i still struggle with my sexual sins, ever time i fall into temptation. i can fell God is telling me that don't give up. he telling me that there is no guaranty that i will not fall into temptation, if i do fall there will be guaranty that God grace is there to pick me up.

that church will have sometime to do altar call, i really am bless by that altar call. God really touch me and change my life. the main thing that God is say to me that he know the struggle i been though, he still love me and he tell me that i need to abide in his word. he understand is not going to be easy but i pray that God will strengthen me and let his love grow in my life.

i really am bless by going to that church i pray that God will strengthen me with his word.

Monday, April 18, 2011

God i struggle to become a men
is really hard
outside i wanted to be a men
but inside i wanted to be a women

God pls heal my emotion
heal me
and help me

Sunday, April 17, 2011

all the struggle i have God understand
he see that i tried and broken
that is why he strach out his might hand to rescued me

i know my life is not prefer
so i surrender my life to you lord
mold me make me break me
do what ever seem good to you lord
i trust my life in your hand

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

God i don't understand you plan
it seem so hard for me lord
i dry and tried
i need you grace and mercy

God i just put my trust in you
it may seem that i don't understand
the struggle i have
but i know you have a plan
i kept on holding in you

God i need you