lord pls help me give me strenght

God want to huge me
he want to carry me thought all these struggle
lord i life up my life to you
broken and empty
heal me and fill me with your love

lord help me

i am not the only want who are struggle love
i am so broken and i am struggle with friendship
i can't blame other people
i wanted love

lord i don't want it i want your love
i want your greater love
can you give me strenght to overcome
i don't want these lord
i don't want to have relationship with me
or homosexual

pls help

lore what the poing of struggleing of these temptation
what the point of falling and geting back up and fall again
lord is no point at all i am tried of these struggle
i am so tried so tried

lord i am struggle deep down i wanted it
and the bottom of my heart i don't wanted it
i so struggle i am hurting i am struggle

why there is no breakthough
why i am struggle the samething again and again
i am tried lord
i am tried

deep down i wanted to fall in love with men
the bottom of my heart i want to love you
is so struggle so struggle so struggle lord
i hate these temptation


AND I HATED THIS THRESE STRUGGLE
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God love me but why does i still want people love
why deos i still seek for wicked love
what am i what am i doing
there is alot of question i want to ask mysefl
i know i don't want
i want to pursue God will
in the middle of the road fall

it hurt so painful.............

God will you still forgive me after what i done i don't derverse your love
i don't derverse what you give me
haiz

but i want to worship with pure heart
but i still have that desire
huh lord i need you
i need your love
i need your hand to resecu me
God oh God
my deliever
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What am i doing ? that the question i want to ask
What does i want ?????
what can satify me for the rest of my life

well watching the movie call ruby bridges. it remind me about last few year God is teaching. What God teach me? let me tell a little girl in this movie her name is ruby bridege, everybody don't like her becuase she is smarted kid. she was all alone in the school, she can be angry with those who hate her but she did not. instead she pray for them just like she mother ask her too.

it hit me when she did that, she is so humble and God use she to charge other people thought. well this movie it remind me God teach me to humble, i been so struggle and asking God what is the good that you see in me. i fell that God say to me you can't see until you become like these little ones.

there is something good because everyday you thought these failer i am here with you, i am hoding you and change you .