lord i need your strenght and your refuse
i need help lord
pls

God i am very tried

i am you child lord
you love me jsut the way i am
you love is abide in my
you open your arm
to aceapt as you child
you cleans me with you love

i will go where you take me
i will run to your love

God teaching

last fell week God remind me about my childhoold days all the desipe all the pain and at the same time God is healing and make me humble.

well i told God that i can't i can't do it, God say to me i name you not can't i name you kent nothing that you can't do if you trust on my strenght you can do all thing.

greater pain
greater struggle
there is nothing i can't overcome
becuase jesus is the overcomer
i will overcome by the blood of the lamb

hmm God teach me to humble myself before God and before man well i don't like that lesson i ask God just take me away i don't like these traning well God did not stop teaching me yet He giving me more Well after few week my friend Show me a video i was so touch well it say that God displine those he love

i am you child lord
you acceapt me just the way i am
even i fail you many time
your grace are still abound
you love me just the way i am

you love me
you hole me
you lift me
into you arm

lord i am tried
of proof myselft
of the thing i can't do
i proof that i can do
lord i am tried people looking down on me
why people don't like me the way i am
why you give me this parents that does love me
why lord i am tried

it nice

well this week God remind me about his first love to me
i am so joyful praise God

well i miss all my childhood days
i miss all the fun
God say to me
is time to grow up
lord i need you strenght

i really don't care what i am going to do with my life
i just want to have fun
so let me alone

you hold my hand throught this storm of life
you guide me thought this darker time
show me the way lord
you love me just the way i am
when i call upon you name
you are there for me

i need is you lord
more than i can image
i need you lord
more than i can think of

lord is hard for me why you give me this family
why am i here lord
is so tried
i need help
i need refuse
just give em long sleep
i don't want to wake up

desert

in the desert i am thrist for love
i am looking touch
i am calling to you name
and here you come
you say that you love me
you fill me with your love
i found the love i was looking for

the love i looking for
is you love
you pour you love like a river that never dry out
people love may dry out
your love will never dry out

i love you
i need you
come close to me lord
as i call on you name

all those who love me why lord you have to take away
why
lord i just don't understand i fell loney
i need a long rest

lord i want to get rid of lonelyness
help me lord

hmm today pastor has talk to me alot of thing she is talking about what i am going to do with my life? and she say that is not my parents problem is mine. my parent is worry about me and she is consence about me ? when is start to hear that i fell very painful, the holy spirit say to me i am not open my heart to my parent. i cry to God.