lord i what the point overcoming temptation
what the point going to struggle where my faith is losing
i don't understand

lord what the point of struggle to overcome i am tried
i need you lord i just can't

lord i just don't understand you way i will put my trust in you
lord i need you more than gold
lord i just have to ask you to give me strenght

well Good news well today i fell happy becuase yesterday the lord fill me with his spirit and i fill with joy and after that i start to read is 49:13 i started to fell the love of God

blame

lord why ????

why???

i need answer

why you give me this broken family

why lord why i can’t see any thing beautiful

why it seem hurt fuul

i try to do my best

but everybody seem blame me for all the wrong thing

why

i hate this life i wanted to have sex i don’t care stupdi

lonelyness

well we are in the world of lonelyness every body have friend in school but after school they fell lonely there is nobody to talk to they may have Good friendship in school but after school they will break up becuase everybody have to diffrented part to go.

some people don't like to talk this life alone, well that what i fell sometime i wanted to have friend relaship with other there is some want to Can't walk with you 24 hour he name is jesus he will never leave you or forsake you

lord sometime i does fell lonely lord i don’t know who i can espress this feeling i need a gf lord pls give me the right want

lord i need thee every hour
every min every second i need you oh lord
guide me as i surrender my live to you
help me to the time of trouble
when i call upon you i know you will hear me

love

today i go with pastor to shopping center while pastor want to buy a shoe and then i saw the kids shoe i remind me my childhood day how i miss it i miss my childhood day is hard to become grow up i am 20 this year don’t know what i will do next i don’t even have a job and God tell me to try different door i don’t know which door to take lord i need you oh lord where are you when the time of trouble where is your love some time i don’t fell that you love me you say you love me why does you open door for me to work why?????

lord sometime i am fell i am all alone and broken don’t know what to do is hard and some time i wanted to go back my own way lord help me

as i walk in though this storm of life

you’re here with me holding me with you arm

you walk me thought this storm of life

you say that everything will be alright

i lying down my brokenness

i lying down my life for you lord

i will live for you my lord

cause all i need is you lord 

i living in this broken life

i living in this life with out love

and some time i fell that all alone 

you open you arm with loving heart

you come to my life and toke my emptiness

and fill me with your love 

i will walk with you thought this storm of life

when i ever i see muslim kids i thing about the past how i have sex with my muslim friends

sometime i feel that is better to have no parent becuase my parent they kept on rejecthing me it feell tried why God aloud give me this parent they borken my heart they kept on telling me i not good it really triends

hmmm Happy Easter everybody i pray that you all have a nice Easter well today God spoke to me in ge 4 able and cain God told me that don't compare to every want after that i fell like be alone thanks to the no good bb they all disturb me so i wanted to talk tim uncle ravi but they all are busy and i go to the mother room and play guitar and i start to sin wad i fell and God heal me