prayer like eagle

well i being praying and asking God for break though, and i ask God Why does God give me the answers why ?

God remind me about the eagle a baby eagle learn to fly the mother eagle have to push the baby eagle to fly, God aloud us go thought struggle because God want to strength us to teach us to grow.

alot of time start to complain why God, God you say you will give me all thing Good but why God you aloud bad thing to happen to me. God can change bad into Good.

well peter ask Jesus why these man born blind, Jesus answer so that the glory of God may be reveled. well God aloud bad thing to come so that he can be glorified, well when we ask God why the answer is will you trust me, 1 thes 5:18 give thanks in all circumcise for this is God will for you in Christ Jesus. will we not ask God why will we give thank because God want to strength us

hmm.... my faith have been test my struggle just getting me tried and i start to ask God why
why God does aloud my strenght to be gone God started to answer when i here this men messenge he also ask God why does not give him arm and leg the answer is will you trust me

and i fell that God say that some time when we ask God why God answer is will you trust me

bring me back to your love

i am broken lord

i have fail you thousand time

i want to come to you

sometime don’t think i am worth

yet you call me to come

you draw me by you grace

and you call me by you love

you hole me with you arm

i only can say

bring me back to you love

you love me just the way i am lord

at the cross you die for my sins

you fully gave you life only for me

you toke my empty cup and fill me with you love

you fill me with you love

lord i just don't understand i fell fear worriey lord i don't know which way to go i wanted to end my life



darn fucking world

oh lord many people have rejected me

may people have broken my heart

deep down in my heart i look for love

i search for some want to love me

and there you show me that person

that person is you oh lord

you love me the way i am

you hole me into you arm daily

you will never forgot about me

lord is so hard and tried
i don't know what is going to happend in my life
is getting hard and struggle
lord i need help

failure into succeed

how can i turn failure into succeed, well all my life is a failure and i can’t suceed anything.

i tried to overcome temptation every time i tried i just fall i get back up again and i fail again. i wanted to give up holy spirit Spoke to me if you don’t tried you best God can’t help you. i ask holy spirit i have tried my best i don’t have strength. God asking me this where does you strength come from Where does you hope come from? i give me a thought the reason i don’t have strength it because i kept on dwell in my failure. i ask God why does he aloud me to gone to my failure again and again. God give me these version a baby eagle can’t learn to fly yet until the mother eagle push him the mother will not let the baby bird fall down. some time i need God to push me to go thought struggle and hard time so that i can learn to fly so that i can learn to overcome my struggle and hard time and my failure.

God aloud struggle and hard time to come, so that i can trust God more. pro 3:5

is 41:31 those who trust in the lord shall renew their strength they will soar up on wing of eagle they will run and not get weary they will walk and not faint

Going to hard time

well this week and last week i feel depress and very tried God ask me this question Kent where is you strength come from where is your hope come from. i fell peace when God spoke to me well sometime when i go to hard time i just have to put my trust in God

pro 3:5-6

lord i need your strength to overcome temptation help me lord help me help me

i will turn back to you my heart will kept on follow you

just now i when in prayer and ask God why does he aloud temptation to come into my life the holy spirit spoke to me don't ask God why ask God how can i encourage other with this struggle 1 petter 5:9

some time when we go thought struggle after a while God will give us streght and make us strong amen

i wanted to give up i am tried of resisting
tried tried tried
not strenght left
tried

Loving is a blessing

in this world a lot of young people, asking this question where is the love. because all they have is family problem. Where is the love. so inside they’re heart is looking for love so they buy phone computer eat kk or smoking and so on.

All these thing can’t bring  the desire, it can only only a few minutes or day. nothing in this world can bring you satisfy only your parents and God love.

i want was like that my father and mother don’t like me, in my mind i was thing like that i search for love but none can give me the full desire. in the year of 2007 God show me his love thought camp. i was fulfill. and God say to me the only your parents love you more every of my struggle God has remove