targe of this year

blessing of the last year and blessing of this year

Last year was so struggle for me and it also a blessing for me, why do i say that. beacause last year God have been with me, and teach me to over come and drawing closer to God.
now i think of it back what is the thing i done, discourge alone reject, and God have been with me throught this time.
i can heard what the holy spirit told me and what God show me the blessing of last year.

the one this that God spoke to my heart is I need to climbing up the mountain the holy spirit told me these you need to put on the belt and climb up the moutain that means i need to have faith and act what God has say.

before i say what is my goal for this year, i want to say blessed new year. may great joy and blessing be upon you.
my goal for this year is to encourage the youth to draw close to God, and i fel that i should encourage all the youth church because of something bad happen.

i which to hold the broken heart,heal the pain ,and encourage those who are discourage. i pray that God will move through my life with blessing to others, because i fel many people are rejected, discourage, pain, and alot of hater, i pray that God will strenght me with the word of God , so that i will bless other with the word of God.

hope to see you all soon.

p.s kent your prayer warrior haha

Monday, August 31, 2009

lord i don’t know wat to do

lord in life there is many thing tat i am struggle

i don’t know wat to do??????

Sunday, August 30, 2009

help me lord

lord i am so struggle

help me lord ???????

don’t know wat to do

don’t know were to go

but i will put my trust in you

save me lord

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

change my heart

change my heart lord and make it clean

purify all my though

lord i have all the evil desire

i ask you to purify me

may you spirit continue to fill me and change me

i know tat you are my god

a god tat is compassion and love

slow to anger rich in love

purify me and i will be purify

clean my heart

and my heart will be clean

make me to be the person like you

Monday, August 24, 2009

my heart is thirsty

my soul is thirsty longing for you to fill

my heart longing to grow deeper in love with you

like the sons want to have relationship with his father

how i long to have relationship with you oh god

draw me deeper in love with you 

Saturday, August 22, 2009

grace

i am living in grace
tat grace is like a river flow into my heart
may this grace touch all the people in think world
may you love show to the word
all you people need you love and mercy on lord
show you love all you people
tat they may sing praise and shout glory to you name
lord i see tat you mercy is flow like a milk and honey
you give those who need the hope
you give those who does not have peace
you give those who need mercy
lord have grace upone grace
upon you people
let the life after life come to you
lord i don't know wat to do
life is so struggle and it so hurt
i don't know wat to do with my life
many time my life just want to fall into the darkness
is hard to come to the light
is so pain and struggle
there is a hole in my heart
many time i want to go to die
i want to kill myself
i don't know lord help me

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

i need help

lord i don't know wat to do help me ???????????????????????????????????
why am i here lord there so much of temptation
i don't know how to answer my dad
there many thing i don't know
??????
i don't know my future
i am so tried
take my life away ....????????

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

we are living in god grace

all of us have sin
the bible say in roman 3:23 for all have sins fall short of the glory of god, all of us think tat we have no sins. 1 john 1:8 If we claim to be without sin we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us so we need to be clear tat we all are sinners, we all need to be judge by God but God send his only son to dead for us.

we are save by the grace of god
ep 2:8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God not by works, so that no one can boast. See when God created Adam and Eve there is not sin, now there is sins because Eve eat the tree of knowledge of good and evil and God ask them not to eat they disobey god and eat it. So if I put a bowl of water tat water can drink and then I put a paint and then I put mud will you drink the water not you will not.
if i pour out the water and there is still mud on it, and then i pour the new clean water will you drink it not you will not drink why is still not clean. See we need to be purify by the blood of Jesus Christ.
The bible say when jesus come into our life we will have the holy spirit and holy spirit will purify all the sins tat we did work cannot save us

God will forgive our sin
So if you accept Jesus christ and all your sins will be forgiven, but some of us accept Jesus we still do sin we still go to old way and then when we come back to God and ask God forgiveness all of us think that God will not forgive us.
Tat is a lie the bible say in 1 john 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. So god say tat if we confess our sins god is faithful and just and will purify us from all our unrighteousness so brother don't care how many time you do sins if you confess your sins God will forgive you. When I say tat it does mean tat i ask God forgiveness and then i do sins again, no is not tat we ask god forgiveness and then we need to turn away from sins and turn back to God.

change by the word of god
And sometime we turn away from sin after few day or few month we will turn back into sins don't get tried to ask God forgiveness and ask God to change you life with the word of god pslam 119:9 say tat how can a young man kept his way pure by reading according to your word, and then it got on to tat verse 11 i have hidden your word so tat I may not sin against you.
we need to read the word of god, and to be purify by the word of god. if we don't read the word of god then sin can come into our life.
Just like if my car is not clean what will i do, i will use the water to make the car clean. If i don't use the water to make it clean it won't be clean.
so like this we need to read God word and to be purify by God .the bible say in plsam 1 blessed are those who don't know walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way tat sinner take or sit in the company of mocked but who delight the law of the lord and mediate day and night they are like tree plant by the stream of water. if we read God word we are like a tree planted by the stream of water we will never dry up.

God aloud us to be temp
God aloud temptation to come into our life, the bible say in james 1:13-14When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire.
So when we are tempted not because God is tempting us because we are tempted by our own evil desire. All of us have a evil desire we need to ask god forgiveness God never get tried when we come back to him our God is a loving god.

God is rich in love
In psalm 145:8 say The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love. when i say tat person is rich tat person will have alot of money the bible say God is rich in love tat mean the love of God will not dry up, God want us to come back to him went we do sin God love us like a sons God hate sin but not sinners come back to the father.

we are not slave
15For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship And by him we cry Abba Father. so when accept Jesus as you lord and savior God will give you the spirit tat the same spirit rise Jesus from the dead tat spirit will want to make you call abba father and God has give you a new life 2 chr 5:17 therefore if any who is in christ he is a new creation the old has gone the new has come so live a life like christ .