targe of this year

blessing of the last year and blessing of this year

Last year was so struggle for me and it also a blessing for me, why do i say that. beacause last year God have been with me, and teach me to over come and drawing closer to God.
now i think of it back what is the thing i done, discourge alone reject, and God have been with me throught this time.
i can heard what the holy spirit told me and what God show me the blessing of last year.

the one this that God spoke to my heart is I need to climbing up the mountain the holy spirit told me these you need to put on the belt and climb up the moutain that means i need to have faith and act what God has say.

before i say what is my goal for this year, i want to say blessed new year. may great joy and blessing be upon you.
my goal for this year is to encourage the youth to draw close to God, and i fel that i should encourage all the youth church because of something bad happen.

i which to hold the broken heart,heal the pain ,and encourage those who are discourage. i pray that God will move through my life with blessing to others, because i fel many people are rejected, discourage, pain, and alot of hater, i pray that God will strenght me with the word of God , so that i will bless other with the word of God.

hope to see you all soon.

p.s kent your prayer warrior haha

Saturday, June 27, 2009

thing for our myf

in the book of ep 4:4 there is one body and one spirit and the bible oh so say tat how great is the brother in unity well my brother and sister in christ we need to be unity we need work together as one well if we have the spirit of unity there is going to be a great revival take place and we also need to come together as one to pray for our myf we don't need to have flowerly word or good prayer wariour like me hahaha.
we just need to talk to god like the father and sons god is wait us to pray pls come for out myf prayer guy and girl god bless

Friday, June 19, 2009

god pls help me

lord here i am
wait for you to help me
lord i am so struggle to get out into the darkeness
lord so may thing in the past tat have hurt me
lord pls take me out from the darkness into you light
lord i am so struggle to walk with you
struggle to wait with my christian faith
all my family don't understand me
lord i fell like going to die
i don't know wat is my future going to be
lord i lift up my life
broken and dirty
heal my heart and make it clean

Sunday, June 14, 2009

yesterday i came back home from church service it was at night time well i just cross the road well i ask my seft wat am i doing i say i want to cross the road becuase my dad car is on the order side so i cross the road the the car just came pass me luckly the car did not bang me well if have be god grace i am still alive thank god

Friday, June 12, 2009

we all face struggle

we all face struggle or come out of sins and some time we even think tat are we free a not?
well my brother and my sister jesus christ die on the cross he say these three think father father why you have forsake me ? father for give those who don't know what they are doing and the last IT IS FINNISH.
IT IS FINNISH wat is finnish our life is finnish or our death has come no. IT IS FINNISH MY BROTHER ALL our sins is god your remember tat song say that amazing grace
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost,
but now I'm found Was blind, but now I see'
Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are goneI've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

my brother and sister our chain are gone the bible say in therefore anyone who is in christ he is a new creation the old are gone the new has come 2 cor 5:17 and the book of ep say tat put of your
old creation that is destory by sinful nature and put on the new seft which is christ jesus
so my chain are gone

Sunday, June 7, 2009

church camp 2009

well this year camp i don't want to go becuase i don't have money so wat me to change my mind well last week tuesday i was going to seefist house for a bible study and so i come to church at 6:00 then pastor pray for me and pastor fell tat i should go so call unlce david wife and she say ok well i have only have to paid rm10.

well the next day i came to church because i want to meet tim and all the myf i want to tell them i can come so i saw aunt elizebeth mother and she say tat you only paid 10 you much paid more so i say ok so i tell her tat i will paid 40 well come to that i was so struggle to give becuase the 40 i need to save it to buy something well i was not happy.

cut the story short well i did not paid 40 well i paid 50 don't ask me why i don't want to tell well god has bless me i that came every time when we worship i fell the holy spirit come into my life i he has change me to be a better person

the things i learn
spiritual grow
how to change the bad thing into good

well god spoke to my spirit i eject him becuase he is not speak to me the way i want to well i fell discourge i cry and i fell better after crying well there is some think that i want to hide i just don't want to face at that camp i learn tat i don't need hide to god and god heal my spirit i really cry and cry alot well after tat i fell a little better well then my spirit say tat it is better for you to hurt now then letter well god has heal all my past i really praise god and thank god for bring me to that camp