no mountian is to high
or no river is too deep
to reach God god

no broken heart
no struggle
can't call to you

you heard my cry
you answer my prayer
you have show me the great unsearchble thing i can't find in this world

nothing can move my heart of stone
only you oh God can move
nothing can help me to go to struggle
only you strenght
give you praise

i was bless

today it was like a storm in my life and my strength have left so the hole day i cry out to the lord my mind was think about the past and i was so struggle and i fall into my old ways and at night i fell that God spoke to me god remind me the people in the camp that pray for me and i was like up and down i was sad and happy and then the pray meeting was over i cry out to God and i fell there is no strenght i was struggle and the god start to give me his word for the bible and i start to declare God give me strength truly the want who is in me is greater that the want who is in the world

lord i thanks for the life challeging
lord you have been with me thought out my daily life
even when i go thought the dark time you are still witn me
you love cover me thank you god

love

What is love ? is love giving the most or you do some to make some to love you? see the alot of people though the world have love love is power than death a human love can't counger death only the blood of jesus christ can.nothing can separated us from God romans 8:37 see the human may love you but they they will love you the most.

you hold me when i broken
you draw me close to you love
althought you seem so far away
i know you are the with me

i break down on my kneew
to cry out that you will bring me into
you love lord
i need your love
i need your forgiveness and mercy
i need you more than word can express
i need you hold me into your arm
into you arm


lord i see the broken in this world
and i ask why the world so broken
and i fell that this world need you love and mercy

lord i cry out for you to hold me
draw me into you love
so many thing it hurt me
so many thing that broken my heart
i ask lord you will take it away
and draw me into your love

struggle

well this year God has testing my faith i was so struggle and so tried then holy spirit say tat ask god for more changlled i was like huh i can't take it any more then holy spirit say you may thing you can't but God think you can well i still struggle with my faith but God started to give me joy even though i cry alot there is this joy kept on burning in side my heart today i read about the paul travel to rome wild he travel on a ship then there i rain and thunder and the ship was broken but all the men in ship is alive because paul have faith that god will save him god spoke to me that faith conqueror fear and not matter what happend God is there.
the bible say joy of the lord is my strenght that joy is how i can overcome changelled it is i know my God is there no matter what happend God is with me

my life give glory to sins because i live are full of sins even i don't do sins i still give glory to sin because i have the guilty sins see if i don't want to give glory to sins is reveice christ love for us

christ love us fist is not the thing we do that make him love us, God love us more than everything in bible say that we are adoption to sonship ep 1:5 if we love christ more than everything sin will not come into our life even we fall into temptation our sins still can be forgiven 1 john 1:9 we need to confess turn back to God

lord i give you my heart

lord i ask you that heal all my broken heart
lord life is hard it have may temptation and struggle and pain
i will give you praise becuase you are my god who save me
i will give than because the joy you give me is everylasting
i surrender all to you oh lord

alone

what would you do when you love gone
what would you do you have to go thought this world alone
where you can't even talk to some
you are i pain all alone
and then some want apperaed to you and say
i care about you i love you more thant everthing in this word
you don't have to walk in the world alone
there is one person will hold you hand and walk with you
even when the time our trouble you can call upone him
when you want to talk to some want you can talk to him
all you need just to call his name

out of struggle i call to you
out of pain cry to you
out of hurt i sing praise to your name
because i know not matter what happend to me
you are there
even when i fall you grace hold me
your love touch my heart
i fall you pick me up
i down you life me up
i tried you give me rest
when i weak you give me streanght
my heart will praise you name

i have been asking my selft where does the revival come from and where does the greater thing some form ?? i have been hearing people praying for revival like lord set our heart on fire or lord send revival into this land and this song some to my mind this song call city of god.

greated thing is yet to come great the thing i still need to be done in this city where does greated thing come from ??????

greated thing some from small group like grace myf the lord has been review me that this small is going to be verser for god and they are going to impack all the myf church in melaysian i thank the lord for give me this version and passion to help the youth group.

i fell that our youth group need more encourgemen and help this passion has been revivew in me since the day i have reciece the holy spirit as my savior and god has been using people to call me back to youth group and i say no then the lord stop filling me his holy spirit.

and then i started to encouger myself i started to cry to the lord and ask god to give me his spirit when i come to yldp camp last year i started to know my passion tat the lord give me.

and i ask god to fill me his spirit and then god start to fill me with his spirit no only me all my youth group people i saw the glory of the lord review in my youth group i wanted to cry with my best friend so i started to cry.

now i praying that the lord will not pour his spirit little but more because i need his spirit to guide me and help me for this youth group and can tell the lord has been faithful to me and the lord started to use me to set the youth on fire.

when i was praing just now my mind started to thing about the word of god god want me to focus on his word so that i can use his word to set our youth group on fire

so where does the greated thing some from
and where does the revival started
i have seen it has begon .........

love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 1 cor 13:4
well these verse came to my mind when i was angry with my dad well holy spirit spoke to me tat i need to be patient with my dad i tell god i can't be patient then the holy spirit told me if god won't not be patient with the isrealight god will destory them because alot of time isreal sins agians the lord god has to send some want to warned them about the sins if god won't not be patient with me i will be d e a d. really alot of time i sins agian the lord and the lord has patient with me and the lord say to me tat the lord want me to have faith in him because if i don't have faith in him i don't fell his love just like the people love the phone because they trust the phone the lord want me to trust him not the thing of these world

burnning with passion

lord every day i see people are doing more wicked
they steal money they do sex they do alot of thing tat broken
lord i heart is burninng with passion for those who are broken
for those who needly oh lord teach me to be humble
show you glory thought my life
lord i don't not want to stand here and doing nothing
give me word of encourge
give me the word of life
give me the humble heart
give me the right spirit and right word
tat i make review you love and passion for this world

you glory

lord nation to nation will see you glory
and nation will worship you
people will stand at you throne
and see you glory and they will worship you
children will worship you
and father of the father will worship you

lord when the time of my live is broken
a still small voice say
when people reject me or hurt me
a still small voice say
say that you are there for me
to heal my broken heart
to fill the empty in my soul
i ask you to hole my live to the end

empty

lord i fell empty inside my heart and soul
i don't know wat i want
lord deep down in my soul is fell pain and struggle
don't know wat to do
don't understand my self
confuse and hurt
deep down i don't want to be evil
or sinner but in my heart i wanted to be evil and wicked
so struggle no strength pain

some thing about me

well before i acceapt christ i was a person who are full of hate and full of sins.well i hate my dad my sister my brother and i don't like to talk to person i don't want to be reject and people just reject me alot of time the hurt me all my friend though tat i am useless well i accpet christ becuase he give me a life tat is usefull he give me hope and salvation alot of time i want to kill myself but god hold my life into life i praise god for tat

god is at the secret place

lord you are there when i need you
many thing that seem to forsake me
and all of my love once reject me
i cry out to you lord
i am in pain
struggle and pain
i don't know lord wat to do
is so tried
but lord you are there when i need you
you always there when i cry out to you
lord lead me out of darkness and pain

how our father in heaven long to see his son god want us to be with him in heaven but god aloud us be in the world and surfing just remember god is there when we are going to surfing or struggle pain the love of the lord will never end.

the bible say nothing seperted us from the love of god hold on the god trust in the lord in all you ways pro 3:5

lord i don’t know wat to do

lord in life there is many thing tat i am struggle

i don’t know wat to do??????

help me lord

lord i am so struggle

help me lord ???????

don’t know wat to do

don’t know were to go

but i will put my trust in you

save me lord

change my heart

change my heart lord and make it clean

purify all my though

lord i have all the evil desire

i ask you to purify me

may you spirit continue to fill me and change me

i know tat you are my god

a god tat is compassion and love

slow to anger rich in love

purify me and i will be purify

clean my heart

and my heart will be clean

make me to be the person like you

my heart is thirsty

my soul is thirsty longing for you to fill

my heart longing to grow deeper in love with you

like the sons want to have relationship with his father

how i long to have relationship with you oh god

draw me deeper in love with you 

grace

i am living in grace
tat grace is like a river flow into my heart
may this grace touch all the people in think world
may you love show to the word
all you people need you love and mercy on lord
show you love all you people
tat they may sing praise and shout glory to you name
lord i see tat you mercy is flow like a milk and honey
you give those who need the hope
you give those who does not have peace
you give those who need mercy
lord have grace upone grace
upon you people
let the life after life come to you

lord i don't know wat to do
life is so struggle and it so hurt
i don't know wat to do with my life
many time my life just want to fall into the darkness
is hard to come to the light
is so pain and struggle
there is a hole in my heart
many time i want to go to die
i want to kill myself
i don't know lord help me

i need help

lord i don't know wat to do help me ???????????????????????????????????
why am i here lord there so much of temptation
i don't know how to answer my dad
there many thing i don't know
??????
i don't know my future
i am so tried
take my life away ....????????

we are living in god grace

all of us have sin
the bible say in roman 3:23 for all have sins fall short of the glory of god, all of us think tat we have no sins. 1 john 1:8 If we claim to be without sin we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us so we need to be clear tat we all are sinners, we all need to be judge by God but God send his only son to dead for us.

we are save by the grace of god
ep 2:8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God not by works, so that no one can boast. See when God created Adam and Eve there is not sin, now there is sins because Eve eat the tree of knowledge of good and evil and God ask them not to eat they disobey god and eat it. So if I put a bowl of water tat water can drink and then I put a paint and then I put mud will you drink the water not you will not.
if i pour out the water and there is still mud on it, and then i pour the new clean water will you drink it not you will not drink why is still not clean. See we need to be purify by the blood of Jesus Christ.
The bible say when jesus come into our life we will have the holy spirit and holy spirit will purify all the sins tat we did work cannot save us

God will forgive our sin
So if you accept Jesus christ and all your sins will be forgiven, but some of us accept Jesus we still do sin we still go to old way and then when we come back to God and ask God forgiveness all of us think that God will not forgive us.
Tat is a lie the bible say in 1 john 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. So god say tat if we confess our sins god is faithful and just and will purify us from all our unrighteousness so brother don't care how many time you do sins if you confess your sins God will forgive you. When I say tat it does mean tat i ask God forgiveness and then i do sins again, no is not tat we ask god forgiveness and then we need to turn away from sins and turn back to God.

change by the word of god
And sometime we turn away from sin after few day or few month we will turn back into sins don't get tried to ask God forgiveness and ask God to change you life with the word of god pslam 119:9 say tat how can a young man kept his way pure by reading according to your word, and then it got on to tat verse 11 i have hidden your word so tat I may not sin against you.
we need to read the word of god, and to be purify by the word of god. if we don't read the word of god then sin can come into our life.
Just like if my car is not clean what will i do, i will use the water to make the car clean. If i don't use the water to make it clean it won't be clean.
so like this we need to read God word and to be purify by God .the bible say in plsam 1 blessed are those who don't know walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way tat sinner take or sit in the company of mocked but who delight the law of the lord and mediate day and night they are like tree plant by the stream of water. if we read God word we are like a tree planted by the stream of water we will never dry up.

God aloud us to be temp
God aloud temptation to come into our life, the bible say in james 1:13-14When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire.
So when we are tempted not because God is tempting us because we are tempted by our own evil desire. All of us have a evil desire we need to ask god forgiveness God never get tried when we come back to him our God is a loving god.

God is rich in love
In psalm 145:8 say The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love. when i say tat person is rich tat person will have alot of money the bible say God is rich in love tat mean the love of God will not dry up, God want us to come back to him went we do sin God love us like a sons God hate sin but not sinners come back to the father.

we are not slave
15For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship And by him we cry Abba Father. so when accept Jesus as you lord and savior God will give you the spirit tat the same spirit rise Jesus from the dead tat spirit will want to make you call abba father and God has give you a new life 2 chr 5:17 therefore if any who is in christ he is a new creation the old has gone the new has come so live a life like christ .

thing for our myf

in the book of ep 4:4 there is one body and one spirit and the bible oh so say tat how great is the brother in unity well my brother and sister in christ we need to be unity we need work together as one well if we have the spirit of unity there is going to be a great revival take place and we also need to come together as one to pray for our myf we don't need to have flowerly word or good prayer wariour like me hahaha.
we just need to talk to god like the father and sons god is wait us to pray pls come for out myf prayer guy and girl god bless

god pls help me

lord here i am
wait for you to help me
lord i am so struggle to get out into the darkeness
lord so may thing in the past tat have hurt me
lord pls take me out from the darkness into you light
lord i am so struggle to walk with you
struggle to wait with my christian faith
all my family don't understand me
lord i fell like going to die
i don't know wat is my future going to be
lord i lift up my life
broken and dirty
heal my heart and make it clean

yesterday i came back home from church service it was at night time well i just cross the road well i ask my seft wat am i doing i say i want to cross the road becuase my dad car is on the order side so i cross the road the the car just came pass me luckly the car did not bang me well if have be god grace i am still alive thank god

we all face struggle

we all face struggle or come out of sins and some time we even think tat are we free a not?
well my brother and my sister jesus christ die on the cross he say these three think father father why you have forsake me ? father for give those who don't know what they are doing and the last IT IS FINNISH.
IT IS FINNISH wat is finnish our life is finnish or our death has come no. IT IS FINNISH MY BROTHER ALL our sins is god your remember tat song say that amazing grace
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost,
but now I'm found Was blind, but now I see'
Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are goneI've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

my brother and sister our chain are gone the bible say in therefore anyone who is in christ he is a new creation the old are gone the new has come 2 cor 5:17 and the book of ep say tat put of your
old creation that is destory by sinful nature and put on the new seft which is christ jesus
so my chain are gone

church camp 2009

well this year camp i don't want to go becuase i don't have money so wat me to change my mind well last week tuesday i was going to seefist house for a bible study and so i come to church at 6:00 then pastor pray for me and pastor fell tat i should go so call unlce david wife and she say ok well i have only have to paid rm10.

well the next day i came to church because i want to meet tim and all the myf i want to tell them i can come so i saw aunt elizebeth mother and she say tat you only paid 10 you much paid more so i say ok so i tell her tat i will paid 40 well come to that i was so struggle to give becuase the 40 i need to save it to buy something well i was not happy.

cut the story short well i did not paid 40 well i paid 50 don't ask me why i don't want to tell well god has bless me i that came every time when we worship i fell the holy spirit come into my life i he has change me to be a better person

the things i learn
spiritual grow
how to change the bad thing into good

well god spoke to my spirit i eject him becuase he is not speak to me the way i want to well i fell discourge i cry and i fell better after crying well there is some think that i want to hide i just don't want to face at that camp i learn tat i don't need hide to god and god heal my spirit i really cry and cry alot well after tat i fell a little better well then my spirit say tat it is better for you to hurt now then letter well god has heal all my past i really praise god and thank god for bring me to that camp

have mecry on me

have mercy on me lord
i have sins again you
my hand and my eyes has seen evil think
and my heart have hate those who hurt me
oh lord i need you strength and you love to help me to overcome
for you are my great and might god
who deliver me form evil
lord renew me with a clean heart
and put a steadfast spirit with me
that i make tell of you wonder

oh god how great is your mecry
and all nation may see it
and let them feel you love

i will sing praise to thee

i will sing praise to thee
for all the good thing you have done for me
let the earth shout of his praise
let every nation and every tribe and every people
praise our lift god
for great is thy love and kindness
he has delivers us for dead
and brought us into his wonderful light
let all the earth and you people tell of you might work

forgive is better than hated

the bible say that forgiven other and and you will be forgive
forgive is not easy sometime it can be hard and some time we fine that is very hard to forgive people becuase it like a stone put it in the hard well let me tell you wat you can do when you angry with them
fist is pray
some time pray for those who hurt is is heard why because when we hate some want is like a rock cannot break it but god say you much forgive how then
Stephen of the 12 disciple of jesus being stone by people because he preach the gospel Stephen pray for his enimes he say lord do not hold this sin again them
see tat some time is hard to pray for those who hurt you but we need to pray for those who hurt us forgive is better than hated when you hated you cannot see god matthew 5: say tat bless are those who are pure in heart for they shall see god and just think as this you know how many time we sin again god but god give his sons to us and die for us when you get anrgy with some want just think about jesus jesus never hate people even though people want to kill him
forgive other that your father in heaven may forgive you

holy spirit

well last two week god has pour his spirit on me
well i asking god to fill me with his spirit so tat i can serve him in myf or other work
i am glat god has answer my prayer i fell very touch today i was worship god and then i saw a children was lift up his hand and worship well i am not sure that is god or not until after pastor pray then i am sure tat is god well may be is time for revival

well today our myf sunday it was great
when timothy worship the holy spirit touch me
and our pastor andrew has preach very well
and i glat i am here

At the cross his blood was share for me
he has wash for all my sin
i am so glat tat he die for men

let every heard wat what you have done
and let your glory be shown

do no reject me

lord do not reject me when i am disobey you word
or sins again you
have mercy on me
do not reject me like you did with saul
have mercy on me
like you did with your servant david

lord let your love fall into me
help me not to rejected you
help me to come to you daily
lord let me not be proud like saul
let me be like david a men who is after you own heart

have mercy on me

oh god do not let me worship other god like solomon
and do not let me build the temple of idol
let me build the your kingdom
tat i may worship you in your kingdom

oh lord have mecry on me
teach me to your ways
and do not lead me into sin
and deliver me from the house of wicked

oh god be mercyful to me

encourge our youth

well this is the thing i want to type into my blog well pls listen

1 unitly

well the bible say tat well all are the body of christ the head cannot do work whitout the body or the body cannot do work without the hand so unitly is very important so don't feel leave out went all people is doing work you are not your preacense is very improtant to us of course god is the most improtant part

2. worship and prayer

well we cannot do anything whitout worship or prayer the bible say in john 15:5 i am the vine you are the branches if a man remains in me and i in him he will bear much fruit apart from me you can do nothing so prayer and is the most imporant thing but if we prayer without action is dead the bible say faith without action is dead so we not only pray we much act o so and action without prayer is dead so you prayer and action is the most improtand thing of all don't need to pray with nice word just pray with faith you know if we pray nice word or flowely word god won't answer our prayer and only answer when we pray in faith so those who say cannot pray is a lie just pray like talk to you father.

2b worship is the most most improtant thing why i say tat becuase when we worship the holy spirit can fill in our myf and some worship can touch your heart if you know wat i mean

finnaly

testimonay

share you though and your burder for myf or you burned with something lest so tat we can pray more for our myf or praying for you also the bible say where two or three gather in my name there i am in the mist so share your burden if you don't want to share with big group you can share with somewant you trust tat all

lord i have evil desire
i have broken you heart by sins again you
i done so many think tat does not please to you
oh lord do not turn away from me
like you turn away from Saul
do not let my heart be like Saul
or any wicked man
but let my heart be like David
a man that after our own heart
a man that tat turn away from sins
oh god i have sins again you many time
but you love remain
do not turn away from me
or you anger be upon me
but have mercy on me
like you did to David you servant
oh god oh god i have sin
when the time i born i am a sinner
wicked is me and i have not seek you righteousness
forgive me let me be a righteous men
lord do not leave me
i cannot do this without you
give me your strengths to overcome
all my evil and wicked way
help me oh god

help me oh god

i am a sinful man

lord if i say i am wise
i am only wise in doing sins
because the day i was born
i already i have evil desire
or have already sins again you

lord rebuke me when i have proud heart
and rebuke me when tat i am wises than you
oh god have mercy on me
lord the day i was born

i already sins again you
i have done wicked thing
i have hate those who have hurt me
i heart have wicked desire

oh lord have mercy on me
do not leave me only
or spend my time in this wicked desire
pure my heart make it clean
let the wicked desire wash away
by the power of you blood

renew me in me
change me
mold me
lord i surrender ever wicked desire
purefly me and make me clean

for you word say
a path of the righteoness is straight
but the wicked way shall brought down in their wicked ways
lord me me be righteoness person
tat person will after your own heart

lord let my desire to seek you
not to seek wicked thing
put me into you love
and mercy
tat i may tell you love

lord you are the want tat i seek
you are the want i am longing for
be with me when the time of trouble
when the time i face temptation
help me to overcome

help me to come you
and clean my heart
let my desire to seek you
let my evil desire be take away
tat i may testify you love

god teach me somthing

well tat friday when we are on the bus and we are going home well i see Edmund mobile phone i love tat model and i want it so i ask Edmund tat can we trade our phone he say can then i ask his brother fist then Edmund say i will ask my brother and then we will trade this sunday.

then my spirit was want that phone so i say i want this phone then timothy say tat be thankful wat you have i say yea i always say in my sprit be thankful i was say with proud heart

so this sunday come after the service me and Edmund trade the phone and then my spirt was joyful then when i came back at night my sister saw the phone and she ask who phone is this then i say i my phone so she say wat happend to our old phone i say i give to my friend then my mother heard it and then my sister told my father and he say wat happend to the old phone i say i trade with my friend then my father ask why you want tat phone then he kept angry
if you want to know wat happend next just call me

fist thing tat learn is
pride goes beyond the fall the bible say in proverbs 16:5 the lord detests all the proud of heart be sure of this they will not go unpunished. let just talk adam and eve god give adam and eve to ruled over the earth.

And then sepent come and say to eve did god really say you must not eat from any tree in the garden. then the woman say to the serpent we may eat fruit from the trees in the garden but god did say you must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden and you must not touch it or you will die. then the sepernt reply you will not certainly die for god know that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened and you will be like god knowing good and evil and took some and eat and she gave to adam.

well adam and eve fall into sins because they was proud the though they can be like god well this spoke to me some time god speak to somewant or some give advice i mush listen well i never listen to tim tat why i get punishment for my father

2 be thankful
well i never thankful for having this my old phone and i want anew thing well some time my spirit say this to me is this you really want .well i should be thankful becuase i have the phone some people don't have phone well i should be appresiate becuase god have save me from sins some people are not save.

god let this me a leason and remind me not to be proud

you are there

when my life time is hard to walk
you are there with me
when my life is in stuggle
you are there wit me
when face temptation t
you are ther with me
.................

lord you never let us god
even when we leave you
you never leave us
you are faithful forever
...............

lord when we forsake you
you never forgive you
like a shepherd carry a lamb
you have carry me in you heart
................

father god hold us close into you arm
never let us go
never let us fall into the tempation
but deliver me form the tempation
...............

let us be under you love

to my best friend and my brother

dear brother
i thank god for put you here for me
you have encourge me and you have bless me
i pray tat god will use you just like he word say in jer 29:11
fori have a plan for you declares the lord plans to prsper you and not to harm you plans to give you hpe and a future.
and i pray tat god will give you streaght when you wait upon him
is 40:31 those who wait on the lord shall renew there streangth
they will soar on wings like eagles the will run and not grow weary they will walk and not be faint
and i pray that god will give you wisdom in jesus name

my dear brother don't depend on people
don't depend on me
don't depend on youseft
trust in the lord with all you way and lead not in your own understanding
in every acknowledge him and he will make you part straign
or do i have the give our encourger or have the give that god give me to help you
don't depend on me
i am nothing without god
trust in the lord
my brother
it may be hard to trust him
but if you trust on him
he will give you wat you need
a streangth or a windom or encourge or any spritural give

and my brother i hope tat you will finish the race tat christ has given you

youth panic

well the camp was great well i fell like drawing close to the lord , and all the boys buli me it is quit normal , and i am bless to go to the panic and i am enjoy my self

why i say i fell drawing close to god
becuase the seefist sing that song i could sing of yout love forever or over the moutian of the see
i start thank god for the great thing he has great i have been ask god to show me you creation when i came to tat camp i starter to thank god beacuase of his creation and i bless to be apart of tat creation and we all have fun you know sometime we are so busy busy busy we never enjoy the creation of god .

well we need to thank god for his creation and he create us to enjoy his creation

temptation and triails

though the temptation and trials may come
i will still praise the risen
and though the trouble and fear may come
i will still sing of his love
because the love that give make me a overcome
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the love tat you give make me should of joy
because you love is an everlasting
i remember tat you always stool by me
and you took away my sins
oh lord my love for you is a everlasting love
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when ever i reach out my hand
you are helping me to overcome
when ever i call you
you are there to hear me
oh god let my lips praise you and worship

oh lord rebuke me when i do sins

it is better for you to rebuke me

then the people rebuke

people rebuke me with anger

but you rebuke me with you love

you rebuke me becuase you love me

just like the father love the son

and rebuke him when he did wrong

and the father correct him

you correct me with you love

oh god you are not angry

you are full of love
tat love not want can show

oh god you are mercy full
you are the god tat always with me
even though i reject you thousand time
but you have love me
we all of my life i will praise you

you love and mercy

you love and mercy endure forever oh god
how many time tat i have broken you heart
you love still remain
your love is like a water of life
tat will never end

how mush you show your love to me
my hand cannot count them
god you are a loving god
slow to angry but abundant in love
i will sing of your love and praise thee
for you oh god has show you love to me

you have love me with a everything love
just like the father love the son
you have love me more then eveything lest
you have proof your love by sending you son
to die on the cross

oh god oh god my lord and my savior
i have see you might love and mecry
you will never forsake those who come to you
you have open you hand like a eagle
even though i break you heart thousand time
you still open you hand and receive me

at the cross you burn my sin
how big is you love i cannot tell
as long as i life i will walk with you
and tell of your love

i am stuggle of the things of this world
i am stuggle of my sins
i am stuggle to overcome
i am so struggle i am so struggle

i am stuggle forget the past sins
i am stuggle to come into the light
yet you still come to me and help me to overcome
even though i don't want you help
you still die for my sins

how great is your love oh god
show me to you beatiful light
tat i come in
help me oh god to overcome my sins
yet it is not my will yours will be done

i look to this world is so wicked
i am apart of it
lord help to out of this world
tat i may proclaime tat you are the god
tat love the sinner

oh god oh god i know you are with me
help me i surrender everything lord
it is no my will but yours
there you have overcome the dead and sin
i will over come if you give me the streanght

oh god in you i put my refuge
in you i put my trust
let my enimeis be shaked
and delieved me from the evil one

oh lord oh lord use me for you glory
use me oh god
aniont me wash way my sinner
so tat i may tell wat you have done for me

i will put my hope
and my trust
and my will
and everthing tat i have
i know tat you will provide wat my need

look to the cross

lord you have buried my sin
you have wash away my sins
even thoug my don't desever
you still give it to me
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it is by grace i can come to you
is not by our work
it is by you grace
it you love we are save
it not our human love tat we are save
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look to the cross were his life give away
he share his blood for our sins
tat the hole world may know tat he is god
how great is your love

look to the cross wear he love fall down
look wat he has done on the cross
he has take away our sins on the cross
let us proclami his might work
amen
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oh god have mecry on me
lord i am a sinful man
oh god do not put me in your angry
but put me in you mercy
let me see you mercy and your grace
tat i am proclaim tat you are compassion and love
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oh lord break my heart wat break yours
lord i ask tat you will wacth me and guide my way

oh god you know me even i does not know you
you have call me into your perfect plans
let my eye to see you great and might power
so tat i may testify you great might power
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And let me see your love and compassion
tat i may tell you love
oh god you have been mercy to me
even i have sins against you
you still love me
day by day you have call me into your plan
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let my life testify you love
and let my life tell about your great and might
use me to shine your glory amen

i miss the old days

i miss the old days when i play with all my friend
i really which tat the day won't pass so fast
so tat i can enjoy more
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i which i can talk to my friends
i really miss my old friend
and my old boys
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but i will be thankful tat the new thing has just began
is time to have a new start of my life'
is time to forget wat bad thing tat i did in old time
is time for new beginning let the old thing past
may the new thing will be better than the old
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i know the lord is with me and walk with me
in my new beginning i will trust the lord
and walk his way and be the light to others
amen

last and this week i was so discourge i cannot worship god then saturday i was struggle and i want to ask god why wat you want me to do but i did i go to church and i saw no body is there so i take the guiltar and worship then the stuggle leave me .

today after the service nomarly we have prayer so unlce ravi pray for some want i say is no fair then my spirit say don't say is not fair when my spirit tell me to ask aunt elizebeth but i don't want to the spirit contiunue to ask and then i say yes then ask aunty elizebeth to pray for me and then aunty elizebeth ask wat wrong and then he take the bible and read the bible i forgot wat chapter and

then god spoke to me and he say kent you are discourge and i look to god to engcourge me and people to encouge me and and god said you ask god to encourge me and i am there with you and the you then i cry then god say tat he will give me wisdom and counseling and he ask me to fast
lord lead me into you way

struggle to forgive my father

today i was so angry with my father then i went to church for a children chapel then after that we have cf for holy week and then i have bible study with pastor i was so angry i read the verse simply
the verse is obey you father but i say disobey you father then pastor ask me talk to me i don't want to type in this blog if you want to know you can msn me

night time it was time for prayer i still hate my father after praying for few ministue i came out and i talk to andrew then i tell him tat god speak to me to forgive my father i tell him tat i don't to forgive but andrew say tat you mush forgive then he say tat it really hate to god to forgive you sins and then he say tat he sent he sons to die for our sins the listen tat word i was left out of my angry

thank god for pastor andrew wong hahah...

fogive

well today god spoke to me and he say that i need to forgive those who hurt me forgive my mother and my father and my relative and the lord will forgive me god cannot bless me if i will not forgive them lord i ask you will help me to forgive those who hurt me and relative in jesus name i pray

my prayer

lord i thank you for the blessing tat you have give to be lord i ask tat you will guide me in your ways lord i trust in you i ask you will send holy spirit to guide me and teach me you ways search me oh god and know my heart try me and know my thought Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. lord i ask for you mearcy guide me you ways lord i trust you lord i have mercy on me.

that day that god impack my life

Friday and saturday i went for a prayer conference well i was struggle wherever i should go becuase well there is no want to pick me there so i ask uncle stephen unlce stephen say that he is going to walk or take car they are no sure so i ask aunt rose fist she say that she will pick me up and the other day i say she say that she will not go all the time.
Then i ask uncle david i forget wat he say,i was so struggle and then the word of the lord came to me it taking for the book of 2 king 2:2 as surely the lord live and you live i will go wheteter you go so come tuesday i just call unlce stephen and he say that call me on tueday he is no sure wat time he will be going.
Friday came i call stephen and he will be going 7:30, so i waited and then i remember i have a tuison so i ask my dad my dad say i cannot go just i just pray that god will aloud me to go i wanted to cry will i did cry i pray agian and agian until 7:30 i ask my dad my dad say that he will not let me go so my heart want to do i just don't listen to my dad i just go so praise god my dad finnaly aloud me to go so i go to stephen house, and uncle stephen and his wife and josh and anut pati and i we all went to the prayer conference the
we arive at 8:00pm so presiden ong start the prayer and talking and pastor chirstorper share a bit of infomation about our speaker and the speaker preach about prayer the spirture take from luke chapter 11:9 ask and it shall be give seek and you find knock the door will be opne unto you.
He say ask and kept on asking seek and kept on seeking knock and kept on knock,and then he share about his nation in africa got sickness call egg and then he say it is good we pray before our nation face justment, when we do sin god don't say it don't mean it is not sin and then the holy spirit point at me i readly want to cry after his preaching we have a altar call and then i say hi to pastor chirstoper and president ong and then we when back home.
The next day unlce stephen family can't come because anut shanti shop has fire she say sorry i call pastor chew mae to pick me up praise god pastor can pick me up
we arive there at 8:00am and we have president ong to welcome us and prayer and then we have a wonderful worship and pastor began to preach again and other pastor came and preach the next season and he say that all of our blessing began in ge 1:2 after tat we have a altar.
i love that nigh beacuase i since the strong anointing and many people has be heal praise god we have wonderful time

today i when to church and uncle pray for me and god say that i a special children and many people say many thing to me and then i just fell on my need and i cry the holy spirit just came to me

one generation cry out

one nation shall cry out for you name oh god
they shall sing of your praises and speak of you might act
they shall turn they eyes to the lord and turn away from the wickedness
they shall turn wait upon the lord in holy mountain and dance and sing of you praise
oh god oh god hear the cry of your people
guide them in the ways of the righteoness
oh father may you will be done on earth as in heaven amen