targe of this year

blessing of the last year and blessing of this year

Last year was so struggle for me and it also a blessing for me, why do i say that. beacause last year God have been with me, and teach me to over come and drawing closer to God.
now i think of it back what is the thing i done, discourge alone reject, and God have been with me throught this time.
i can heard what the holy spirit told me and what God show me the blessing of last year.

the one this that God spoke to my heart is I need to climbing up the mountain the holy spirit told me these you need to put on the belt and climb up the moutain that means i need to have faith and act what God has say.

before i say what is my goal for this year, i want to say blessed new year. may great joy and blessing be upon you.
my goal for this year is to encourage the youth to draw close to God, and i fel that i should encourage all the youth church because of something bad happen.

i which to hold the broken heart,heal the pain ,and encourage those who are discourage. i pray that God will move through my life with blessing to others, because i fel many people are rejected, discourage, pain, and alot of hater, i pray that God will strenght me with the word of God , so that i will bless other with the word of God.

hope to see you all soon.

p.s kent your prayer warrior haha

Sunday, November 23, 2008

the place that i want to be

i want to be in the place where there is worship
i want to be in the place where his glory is
i want to be in the place where the angle and people bow down to worship him
i want to be in the place where the sound of worship
i praise you lord

Saturday, November 22, 2008

oh lord lead me not into sins lead me to you grace and you mercy
oh lord my heart are cry out to you lord hear my prayer
let me not sins again you
let me not rebel again you word
lord i need you to guide me
i need you angle to guide me
let you enemies be tremble
oh lord you faithfulness never fail
i trust in you oh lord
i trust that you will provide what i need
give me your spirit
and you wisdom to walk holy and faithfully to you
hole me into you arm
lord fill me with you spirit
as i worship you alone
cause you are the king of king
lord of lord
how wonderful in you majesty
you are lord over my live

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

about my seft

I began to aceapt christ as my savior when i was from 1 i when to the church camp and pastor began to pray for people and day go by when i was form 3 i began to run away from god then i starter to do sins i tell bad word i tell bad word in front of my dad. first time that i fell god touch and god presence it was at the youth prayer conference that was 2006.

When i came to youth prayer conference when the worship leader pray our god is awsome god i fell the holy spirit and i begin to worship the 2 day it was nigh time when one the the speaker ask preaching i fell god preacense i fell the holy spirit come on me powerfull my hand start shaking and i start the shouting wow that was so sweet then when i came back from the camp i was on fire for god.
2007 then pastor samson anoit me with oil and he start to ask god to use me 2008 one day i go online and there was a gay melay asking me to go to hotel and play sex sunday at night i ask my dad that i am going that to computer shop asuly i was want to meat him my dad don't trust me and he go with me my spirit began to have fear and stuggle i call pastor chew mea on the way pastor chea mea call me and i told him everything then he say that i don't have to go then my dad pick my sister up and my sister when my sister hear this she is sad.

After few day latter i get my calling when i go to tamil care group and and pastor conclis and pastor debours and one of the speaker i don't know what he name he say that i will became a powerful pearcher and i was joyful after few day i was came to tamil care group reviwal and one of speaker say that i am aniort after a few days i came to tamil care group again i fell the holy spirit came on me then next weak god ask to me that he is given me his streanght and he say that i am his child i don't need to be confuse i thank god for his faithfulness to me

Sunday, November 16, 2008

today i when to tamil care group and god spoke to me that i am his child and people are rejecting me i don't need to be confuse form know on i will worship the lord our god and he say that i need to read his word and he will give me strength i just can help it i just hug god and i cry i praise god for his touch

Friday, November 14, 2008

simply i just don't understand god way well i just have to walk in faith because he way are better way i have to trust in the lord and lead not into our own understanding in every way acknowledge him and he will make you part straight i need to put my faith first pro 3:5-6.

i need god more then everybody i want god way more than world way i have to put my faith the father know what is the best for us i trust in you lord guide my way so that i may not sin again you

Thursday, November 13, 2008

prayer

Dear heavenly father
thank for the day you have been given me thank for the plan you have for me the plan to give me hole and my future when i can our to you you heard me when i came in prayer you open you ear to listen to me i see the might and you hand are upon me i pray that you will guide me thought you holy spirit give me wisdom to take care of my self lord i ask for you will to be done on earth as is in heaven and give me this day my daily bread strengths my faith draw me close to you all i pray in jesus name amen

Sunday, November 9, 2008

today i was very happy because the lord has answer my prayer today i was praying i ask god to fill me with his spirit and i came to tamil care group the holy spirit fill upon me and god say to me he is going to use me as well praise god i am joyful and thankful i praise god halljulah

Saturday, November 8, 2008

the fathe love

our youth is doing a presentation on easter day the presentation it was touch me all of us do sins sometime or alot of time but god say that if we came back to him he is right here besight us when i see that movie on online well the i since the touch of god you know how much the father want us to come back to him and he want to forgive us sins well sometime i see the movie the little children hoding his dad hand i which i can hole my father in heaven hand and let him say that it is alright i have give you hope to live all the world since hurting me well i believe the father want to hole our hand and say it is alright i will cover you with my faithfulness oh father god i which that i can hole you and fell you love and you holy spirit

Friday, November 7, 2008

i found today it was a great day well i praise god that i am able to see timothy today well he is very pain and confuse well he does not get along with his dad because he dad is hot temper well and after that i get to go to gyc bible study well it was great well i fell the touch of the lord well i which to be touch and fill with the holy spirit well i am thankful that and grateful because i am able to help timothy i think he is trust he alot and i can see the way he encourage me to i mush do what i preach i am thankful and today my sister get a job i am very happy for her alot of happy thinks are comming praise god

Thursday, November 6, 2008

i thank god that he has given me everything he has give me pastor chew mea to guide my way most of all i want to thank god for he strengthen me mighty and he has move me with his spirit i am happy that god has open my eyes to see that so alot of people love me

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

lord let your light shine to me

father god i pray that your light will shine to me i ask that i will see you power and your holy spirit fill me lord i ask that you might hand be upone me lord i thank you that you are the god who listen to my prayer lord i pray that you will open away for me to serve the church to help the younger people who need help lord i ask that you will give seefist and me strenght lord i ask that you will lift us high lord i pray for next year that you will open a way for me to serve the church i pray all this in jesus name amen

Saturday, November 1, 2008

lord show me the way that lead to life and help me to pray to you help me to walk in your ways oh lord i pray that you will guide me cover me with you wing lord i ask that you might hand be on me lord do not forsake me i turn back to you in jesus name i pray amen